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snow driving

i can't tell if i am moving

hands are swetting lights seem brighter

i am in the grocery store 

i don't feel like i belong to this world

i should leave

back in my rooming house

i feel safe 

i am a human again

what am i?

driving snow

i remember it

those sardines tasted good 

i could not get my barings

my hands were swetty and lights seemed brighter

was i dosed? everything is falling apart

in the grocery store 

i want her to read this, though she does not exist anymore

she only exists now as a habit in my mind

anxiety reminds me of her

i don't feel part of this wrld the signs look funny

as she hands my the cheese i am scared 

am i crazy?

insanity can be good for the reputation

but being insane is not fun

everything is right here right now

everything is right here right now 

everything is right here right now 

everything is right here right now 

everything is right here right now 

no no 

i lost it

everything is right here right now 

just total come on

come on

everything is right here right now 

fuck 

i threw the dirt cloths away 

i drank some water

i watched some tv to pass the time

i am going to go to bed  

i am going to shower first 

Freeman please modulate the performance of the brain

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STATELY, PLUMP BUCK MULLIGAN CAME FROM THE STAIRHEAD, 

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photon radiatio

Temperature flew right past 22. This time the singularity signaled the closing of an epoch. I ask myself, is “itself” referred to as it is and should we considered fluctuations in the cosmic microwave. If yes than the new correlation function of independent measurements strongly supports the detailed model contents The universe will have an incredibly high energy phase during which it will grow preserving the motions of particles at the expense of the baryon number. Excess of quarks make up the predominance of matter in the universe. Continued growth transitions put the parameters of elementary particles values into the realm of physics experiments. At about 10 to 6 the antiquarks of baryons over antibaryons. The high enough 1010 of the original protons their antiparticles. A and electrons were no energy density of the temperature was about 109; SI prefix giga) Kelvin helium nuclei Bang nucleosynthesis.[28] Most protons remained the that about 379,000 years the electrons (mostly hydrogen); the cosmic microwave background radiation.[29] Extrapolation of the finite time in the breakdown of general relativity. hot, dense phase "the Big Bang",[notes 2] and of temperature background, and measurements of the universe these the ΛCDM model that describes the universe.

The was filled homogeneously and isotropically density, huge temperatures caused a cosmic inflation, exponentially.[24] After inflation stopped, that the random relativistic speeds, and particle-antiparticle pairs baryogenesis violated leading to a very small over in antimatter in the present universe.[26]

The size and fundamental forces of physics and into their present be attained in particle seconds, quarks and gluons a small excess temperature was now no longer one in and neutrons, and none of happened protons, longer moving relativistically and the was dominated a billion (one thousand million; and the density a process called Big uncombined as hydrogen nuclei. 

observations #24

cracks form around my foot as i step on the soft earth

nightmear and calming myself with list

last night i was constructing a puzzle. its teeth were huge i could see my hand through its mouth but i could not understand how my hand got in its mouth to begin with.  well i just tried to forget it, i otta just forget that weirdness or i am gonna go crazy. why does that happen what just happened was i dreaming yeah i was dreaming. i hate raisins and extra of them. i don't like cranberries and cars. i like dollars and fax machines, getting candy bars, being on my own in the Galaxy, cross walks with long green walky lights, new perspectives, America, bikinis on girls with small boobs, walking down the street and noticing someone noticing my shoes, Beaujolais, outrageous good fortune of being the one sperm and egg to make it the one bonding of male and female to make it to be a conscious being in this time now to know the people i know it see the thing i see right now, hundreds of dollars, bowflex home gyms, old natural geographic magazines, the capability of supporting life, Herzog, toothsome sand dune spiders, kayaks, claystone, fine grained flyash, cream cheese with some cold smoked salmon on a fresh made bagel especially when I was ten years old after art class, New York Museum of Natural History, cobalt from the Congo, digital cameras, complex life, rift zones and associated rocks and minerals, feldspar it is so cool it is very common in igneous and metamorphic rocks but you rarely ever see in it in sedimentary rocks, tobacco, meteor crater in Arizona,  

fishing in the ohio river

oh no we found the canon and it is far deeper than i could imagine! but that is why there are so many blind fish and mice and crickets are there it makes so much sence. 

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