Total Dissent

I can Throw. the negative thoughts out
I can Throw. Teh negatibe thoughs out
I look Outside. first it is then it is outside. can everything be?

Frist she, no, first, then she, no --, then she. she walks by and takes on my thoughts feelings perceptions, they project into her head.

RAW through Finnegans Wake

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Rotten buzzing dehydrated obviously cells lacking water often vibrate at not harmonic frequencies creating imbalances in orgone energies (SELF-LUMINESCENT, ORG-ASM, MASSLESS, OMNIPRESENT MEDIUM FOR ELECTROMAGNETIC AND GRAVITATIONAL PHENOMENA, I WAS OUT OF THE POST CURE DRAG). Also not enough food probable a lack of concentrations, feel need to jump out or my skin maybe it is the florescent lights maybe it is just nervousness. All day the slight buzzing the florescent lights stimulating the production of vitamin D (A GROUP OF FAT-SOLUBLE HORMONE SECRETIONS FROM THE PARATHYROID GLAND, LEAST TWO TIMES PER WEEK IS MAX DOSE, SKIN EXPOSED TO SUNLIGHT, NUMBER OF HEREDITARY DISORDERS, UVB IRRADIATION) , my people were not evolved to input the high doses of vitamin D I receive in my line of work, sun is good in small doses preferably covered by clouds at that. Lack of sleeping to late and then sleeping again once I have waken up the body becomes confused and tells me so by submerging my perceptual input with glossy confusion chemicals.

She shot down the last 169 fatalities, in the alliance commanded by the first American woman to be appointed as surrogate sergeant at arms. The Senate is regarded as a directly elected unit of measure, all rotten and wormy like. The Constitution via her imbalance further stipulates they are not entitled to any representation within or without the nation. Taken by the wrong side or no senator has been expelled since a two-thirds majority vote, which has never happened. Expulsion has been more common in His political career, proceedings were taking place for Unethical conduct relating to Abuse and non-cooperation.

Riding want her tonight by my side as I drive, fullness and wanting needing the touch. Sentimental shit I forget about the disruption of oil fires in the masks of putting gate around pleasure. Out to the tit, the flesh of rotten flies out of the endless void of anxiety just a box in the realm of the thinking. This this this the child does not WANT learn to talk they need to live every second they have created they need to be here in everysecond they have created. one word one thought can turn around weeks of work at it well weeks of slash forgetfulness tune it around it is not the event it is the reaction the habitual reaction the the “same” thing the thing . Tonight by I die her back against my belly. Disrupted side can’t do it all these things to oblige to do in the. Wasn’t her just the feelings of her? An animal need not her do not know her. Soft lips on my cheek evaporating the last kiss as I fall into her separated from the distinctions of. To much got to get somewhere but where is there around the corner, I am itchy to many wants. Around the corned I am not erecting this for her I am free of her, I am free of her. Being the transcendent light fog get world I cannot stand so the menial task that are required of my life the endless transgression the excuses the damming evidence against my and my rotten soul there is nothing behind me not the is come thing and is it endless suffering programmed to suffer no tend in sight al wrong joys three withering keys in the fingerings of he hatch backed void go godless thing rerunning around trying to find food. Help me to find the watt to three yellow land of rotten boot the backyard of flowing hair braided down the center legs and unknown wonderful so perfectly electric to the touch gather in my strength in the yeaning young thoughts withering godlessness flinging yarn yeaned

Some kind of hardwood floor in the sunlight not the usual trapped in a pale skinned painted creature, clammy palms, so easy to fall into easy thoughts, old old its easy and familiar but it could be different totally different it is not that big a deal anyway. It’s good and simple like I want to be. Still covered by skin.

green curtain as seen in meditation #5

Formika form toes, gotta get teeth to stop grinding, pure curtain of green stands in the way rotten veggies flying gout in my chest and extremities, I hold on to them then let then go but I remained stained by there rottenness. Pure green curtain is that all there is, behind the eyes is just suffering existence comes out of the green suffering black specks covering it all flying at me can even see it sometimes. Detached lookn out my own eyes, at the play land world, I seem to know all intentions I know all reasons for living then are all blind so am I but I seen the depression behind the mask of being, what are me intentions what do I look like to. All a swirl of oil.

weight lifting, shes at school for 25 years

It rains when is pours
I LIKE TH ERED HEAD BUT LOOK AT HIM
6 am 7 and a dozen
Tsunami sweet suechi! Small percectly formed face ands hands.
Mia Mia Mia the sweet bench near the lip stick stage cloud curtain.
Hot pressed flooded edges cotton against my skin cool and skidding into the water.
Forma against the august training ffacility maintain the young vigor of life, yes.

DRILLING

Trained tom cats hiss in a spherically shaped feeling of blurry confusion and fear, tin oxide pains shoot through my wounded back. To much vitamin D, has altered my time senses. Up on the hill the boring sand is light gray with small lines, hot hot hot. Larry is over there behind the car door, injecting something into his penis, he thinks I cannot see him. Personality station number one, hole in the hill and in the ground the tools have been removed and not I am caving in on myself. Very stiff MATERICAL RE-MUST DO TI BLACK LIGHTS COOLNESS OPENING of BARK ON TREEs

NO I WILL NOT TELL HIME

NO I HAVE TO

I AM BETTER THAN YOU.

UP ON THE BOR ing hill personality station.

Rain on ym itchy arms, my finger have not swollen with clear bubbles. Got to stay spots on my back I love her I can love her. Finding the faulted sky interesting each this way turning that and unrolling themselves in between. Blood dripped my my thy pain in my knee line of behind my knee lowering clouds of change all the colors stand behind my knee. Just anmianl feer.

paralyzed
body asleep but i am awake
breath loud, maybe someone will hear
try to roll on my side
someone calls my name
back to world again