go there

I seem to big, size wise, for the world
The hotness of the room is dry and cozy to me in my sweater
The balconies form into jaws that gape at me
Must not go there
I seem to have some kind of new technology sandpaper under my skin
It is wrong but what is it
Things used to be better then
Must not go there
If only things were different
I remember when things were better
Must not go there

wardle

Ram : Do you come with me to film?
Shyam: No. To day wardle is playing tennis
Ram: do you come with me to circus
Shyam: No. To day wardle is playing tennis
Ram: Do you come with me to Cricket match?
Shyam: No. To day wardle is playing tennis
Ram: Who is this wardle? Is he a national player? I never heard his name
Shyam: I don’t know. He is my lover’s husband. When ever he plays tennis I will go to his home.

scrape. ground dirt into my hair. hairs sticking out of dirty arms. rough textured knobs. skinning slide across the lichen sandstone. crown dirt mingling in mind towards winning fungal advance. running crumbling in towards the edge of the hemlock wet with dew smell of dried stone and wet earth tumbling down the scraped sides. moss covered arms. eyes looking out of cobbles cracked around the edges by rain and wind.

Observations #10

after a day out in the sun my skin feels hot

voice to text while sleeping

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panic #1

Buzzing fingers,
It starts with a quickening of the heart
Then the skin starts to crawl,
There is a sudden deep understanding of the phrase “jump out of your skin”
I feel like there is something wrong with something
But I cannot put my finger on it,
It is just behind my eyes,
On the tip of my tongue.
I gotta get out.
My ears are ringing.
Aggh but there is nowhere to run.
Breathe and ride it out.
Its gonna be like this forever
Its gonna be like this forever
Its gonna be like this forever, NO!
Everything is always gonna go wrong, NO!.
Now I am get’n dizzy.
My head is swimming.
The traffic lights start to burn.
Why does everyone have there high beams on?
The music it not hitting me anymore, it seems to distance
I can’t quite tell how it is different, but it is.
I am losing it,
No just stay on track this happens all the time,
It is always the same you always survive, but what if it never stops,
How can I ever be happy, everything is wrong, NO.
My ears are starting to ring again.
Just breathe, okay okay okay, no its not that bad,
These are all just thoughts, all just little harmless boxes,
Breathe… … … ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
It’s not so bad now.
But, fuckers still have there high beams on.

EYE #3

You are wrong, this is going to fuck up your mind everything is going to go wrong, you need a job is, you need a girlfriend then everything will be all right, you need your own place, oh you got a job? Well it is wrong! You can’t do anything else. My car is fucked up, I don’t have enough energy to do anything, I am such a waste of life because I cannot do anything. I can’t think straight anymore, I can’t do it, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I,…(always)

Meaningfull Coincidences #3/19/08

my employ # is 2318, after finding this out i traveled to the shared computer and unknowing sat at what i later noticed was computer # 1823

Observations #9

the small ridges left by a knife in cream cheese are capped in toast crumbs

EYE #2

Rising out the air with fortitudinous stamina dark knaggy vines invade my, as yet thought, precious mind. Color is sucked form my eyes and my skin takes on the rough texture of wet concrete. I can’t seem to get anything straight in my vision it is there but it is not, I can’t seem to really see things anymore. At one point I could see things and they seemed bright and fun, but now I am dead to that view point. Washing around in my head supposed goodness evaded all my grasping thoughts. Grabbing for it always makes them fly farther away from me.

EYE

I filter the good things out into the air the bad things end up eating the beauty in my life into disgust, the habitual human machinations eat there way thought the inner linings of my cloths wearing away the new fresh skin of my inner thigh. I can hold no love for the small things is life the things that are struggling to live, I cannot feel for the dying bird in the sidewalk, if anyone ever found out they would shoot me they would laugh they would kill the bird on me.


Kinder men and women will see the true meaning of the world of sight when I am finally able to ignite myself with the fire, they will see the truer fortune that has befallen them when I am able to release them from their swollen blue bodies the day will come when I am worshiped as the GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM.

past events #2

March 28th, 1999 at 5:20

• Winston Stairs finishes the Around the Bay Road Race 5k in 36th place.
  

presence

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past events #1

January 6th 1982 at 12:02 pm

• I was born
• Mr. Robert Gladding Jr. and Mr. John Hamilton, both representatives of London Life, were presenting a proposal for health benefits and life insurance coverage for East Zorra-Tavistock Township employees.

time cut-up #1

Note: Data was collected and cut-up after the posting time.

Chicago 11:45pm 9:45pm Phoenix 10:45pm MST Honolulu in Pittsburgh, Phoenix AKDT 12:45am day day D.C. -1 -1 Honolulu 6:45pm EDT Thursday Washington D.C. day -1 Anchorage 9:45pm Pittsburgh, Angeles day MST day Honolulu Time Phoenix Time 12:45am 9:45pm 10:45pm day Time 9:45pm 12:45am 6:45pm HST CDT 6:45pm Pittsburgh, Washington 10:45pm Pennsylvania Denver CDT CDT -1day 9:45pm Thursday Washington -1 Denver -1day day 9:45pm HST Washington CDT D.C. EDT -1 day 10:45pm 6:45pm Denver 11:45pm MST Angeles Pittsburgh, Denver -1 D.C. PDT Washington day -1 Anchorage day - MST PDT day Pennsylvania Pennsylvania day - 12:45am -1 Washington day -1 day 6:45pm Honolulu (EDT) day -1 (EDT) day 10:45pm Thursday CDT -1day 11:45pm day day day 9:45pm CDT Washington day Angeles - - Chicago day Chicago Time day Chicago 9:45pm AKDT Pennsylvania day 10:45pm -1 8:45pm day -1 day -1 Time Pennsylvania in -1day Washington 12:45am 8:45pm -1day HST Anchorage day day 12:45am day 11:45pm PDT 6:45pm - HST 9:45pm day in MDT Denver in 12:45am 9:45pm day Time 10:45pm MST (EDT) -1 Honolulu in CDT 11:45pm PDT 10:45pm Washington 9:45pm -1 Anchorage 6:45pm day AKDT 8:45pm day -1day - -1day Washington 12:45am MST Honolulu CDT 12:45am Phoenix EDT

Observations #8

on cloudy nights there is a diffuse glow of light around the moon

Observations #7 (smell detection)

when i am outside on cold nights i can some times detect the smell burning wood in the air, and i assume someone is burning wood because it is cold

Observations #6

the hot water in the bathroom sink is rarely hot when it is first turned on

Observations #5

there are finger nail markings in the wood above the toilet paper roll

Text Generator #3

Generator: python quasi-random number generator
Characters: English alphabet single letters and bigrams,
Bounding stats: equal probability for all letters and bigrams, 50% chance for a ' '.
Word Count: 362

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first gen text cut-up program, written by Ben
files: a horse story
number of cuts: 50
max cut length: 5

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first gen text cut-up program, written by Ben
files: 1-26 and a-z
number of cuts: 50
max cut length: 10
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Text Generator #2

Generator: python quasi-random number generator
Characters: English alphabet, ' ', and '/n'
Bounding stats: English bigram frequencies
Word Count: 85

raw output

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Text Generator #1

Generator: python quasi-random number generator
Characters: English alphabet, ' ', and '/n'
Bounding stats: English single letter frequencies
Word Count: 377

raw output

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