Do you know what is know?

Do you know that which is known?

Make a list somewhere. Of these specific upstream ratio of radio

You are my shining example of what could have happened.

Boosting the Virtue of Boredom

I like to read about people doing drugs

I like to read about crazy people, people with schizophrenia and manic-depression

I like to read about ---------------------- and ----------------------

I like to read about people eating other people

I like to read about murders

I like to read about speedball overdoses

They are all popular, I don’t like doing coke or killing or tripping or cannibalism, but I wish I did so I could be popular, I need to be told I am valuable.

Is there transcendence in decadence?

no

Beauty

Beauty

Loveliness

Good Looks

Prettiness

Attractiveness

Charisma

Charm

Attraction

Magnetism

Pull

Drag

Haul

Tow

Lug

Heave

Raise

Hoist

Lift

Raise Up

Pick Up

Spontaneous

Impulsive

Impetuous

Rash

Hasty

Thoughtless

Inconsiderate

Selfish

Self-Centered

Egotistical

Narcissistic

Vain

Faith

Faith

Confidence

Self-Assurance

Self-Confidence

Self-Possession

Control

Rule

Manipulate

Influence

Dominate

Oppress

Tyrannize

Repress

Subjugate

Conquer

Overthrow

Defeat

Vanquish

Annihilate

Wipe Out

Destroy

Water-River

Water

Wet

Damp

Soggy

Saturated

Inundated

Swamped

Busy

Hectic

Frantic

Frenzied

Furious

Enraged

Angry

Irritated

Aggravated

Provoked

Motivated

Forced

Compulsory

Required

Necessary

Essential

Vital

Very Important

Crucial

Urgent

Burning

Ablaze

On Fire

Enthusiastic

Excited

Eager

Keen

Fanatical

Eager

Ready

Prepared

Set

Put

Place

Rest

Relax

Unwind

Wind Down

Unwind

Let Everything Go

Calm Down

Soothe

Pacify

Appease

Mollify

Placate

Conciliate

Make Peace

Stop Fighting

Bury The Hatchet

Resolve Your Differences

Kiss And Make Up

Make Peace

Make Up

Structure

Configuration

Design

Plan

Diagram

Illustration

Figure

Shape

Form

Appearance

Emergence

Coming Out

Materialization

Manifestation

Demonstration

Expression

Representation

Depiction

Portrayal

Exposé

Rendering

Interpretation

Symbol

Pictogram

Icon

Star

Idol

Vip

Luminary

Achiever

Go-Getter

Self-Starter

Live Wire

Extrovert

Activist

Campaigner

Crusader

Guardian

Protector

Sovereign

Supreme Ruler

Monarch

Leader

Guide

Control

Rule

Run

Stream

River

TV Cut-up 1

Domestic snake dinners

God does not believe in oily asians

Wavo Del Toro

Wavo Del Toro

money was hard to cme by. We were poor

we were needy we were dead

we cut it open after we found what remained of who she was.

The insides spilled out

I NEED all of this

Feel high -More to spare now - 3D dimensions

I want her. I want her to see every inch of myself

I want to cry with her

I want to shit with her

I want to be sick with her

I want to tell her the truth

I want her to be close to me

I NEED all of this

dark - her eggs - it was funny

I didn't want to read what I wrote

all these years ago. What. who was it?

Its all right I don't have to read it

Listen a thunder storm is coming or it that a car?

Nekeraghwa

Nekeraghwa

Dark secret of the self

The Nekeraghwa Nights!

Zee Stomack all the parts stuffed into the intestines

chopped face into the dinner plate

the the home made hair is thrown into the lake

native grasses surrounding

Observations #21

The folds in the blanket are accentuated by the dim lights from outside my window

leaving is the answer

leave

go away

move

turn

alter

modify

transform

renovate

repair

put back together

reconstruct

reform

development

maturity

age

time

instance

example

model

paradigm

archetype

original

innovative

pioneering

revolutionary

rebellious

disobedient

insubordinate

mutinous

defiant

insolent

rude

impolite

bad-mannered

coarse

vulgar

tasteless

insipid

dull

lifeless

unresponsive

unfeeling

cruel

brutal

evil

atrocious

vicious

vile

abominable

terrible

grave

serious

important

significant

major

main

key

solution

answer

Insect

Insect

Bug

Creepy-Crawly

Pest

Nuisance

Irritation

Annoyance

Infuriation

Exasperation

Frustration

Aggravation

Provocation

Irritant

Pain

Ache

Throbbing

Sore

Tender

Loving

Affectionate

Demonstrative’

Warm

Kind

Caring

Thoughtful

Considerate

Understanding

Sympathetic

Concerned

Worried

Anxious

Edgy

On Edge

Jumpy

Tense

Overwrought

Stressed

Harassed

Hurried

Quick

Rapid

Fast

Speedy

Immediate

Instant

Instantaneous

Direct

Straight

As The Crow Flies

Nonstop

Hysterically

Uncontrollably

Wildly

Violently

Aggressively

Forcefully

Vehemently

Fervently

Passionately

Avidly

Keenly

Eagerly

Enthusiastically

Excitedly

Hungrily

Impatiently

Intolerantly

Edgily

Irritation

Nuisance

Pest

Creepy-Crawly

Bug

Insect

simulated annealing 2

Here's the first fruits of the 2D molecular dynamics code. It's a
picture of the paths taken by 30 particles in a 2D box, over the
course of one molecular mechanics run. The particles repel each other,
and are repele and each one has a different color. code By: Sane Job Ken

simulated annealing 1

Random array of colored dots. Test2.prl picks the colors from Gaussian distributions, and adds

a slight bias to lighter colors in the center. code By: Sane Job Ken

My extinction is directly that which can before, that which could not be held down to the world. 100 or even 300,000 members of the lichen volcanism cults cannot hold me down tell them to be cautious. Then, and many shall hear, what has persisted for years, is there anything else that the warming assumption cannot completely understand the climate. There is much to be done number 7. Years ago three attention focused sons forgot the paleontology that called caused my powerful impact. I became the professor of change but my downfall was her, at 65 below. Now it appears that she was the one who knew all aspects of this expeditious cause. 

nobody should hold

nobody should hold you back I feel bound -walled up- stuck by my connection that I need to act in a way that people I admire or really just everyone will like me or think that I am cool or not geeky and stupid and not unaware or something like that – someone smart and “above” others – I don’t want to feel bound by these things anymore, garbage face smell, smell of washing dishes gold anarchy slopping wet food gotta get it clean wanna belong, was that just a line in the film “give me money for a ME!” something, dinner I have not ate (eight) all my change for a cigarette AMERICA. River smell like tadpoles my childhood of tadpoles.

Picking paint

Picking paint of the scarab, munch on cherry blossoms and grass.
Smelling mulch eating it in, pain in my lip from, sure lip mulch.
(Inside my head feeling anxiety about being alive.)
Picking green paint of the scarab, just being alive, wind blew bly, blue bly
Wana be at the bench without his aching head.
Smushing thoughts roll through the broken baskets
Roll-lolling tongue of feelings in my body.
Autan starscape warm tongue of thought…

Fragrant matter

Fragrant matter it is all coming together now.
I am burning but not so alone anymore.
I need her to just take care of me sometimes.
Just hold me make everything all right no so alone so alone.
Fluid motion forward not with budges in time.
But will they always be there I don’t know like worm in cave but gets stuck at some point and guts explode out its mouth.
Law over Oversum Oversum tramping in cold wood stained stomak rotten wood over the hill in the rotten stomak nobody knows.
I am cold can I come over I am so lonely I want to sit but what if she does not like me oh he is a nice guy no she would think nice person.
We love the classics.
We hate God and Jesus.
What is on your face.
Repetitive actions make fears go away fear – repetitive actions.

Seems to me…

Seems to me…
education
gaining more knowledge and experience
getting over a cold
brain power
social class
sailing in a ship
parents
genetics
life experience
weather
stars
food I have eaten
friends – enemies – acquaintances – and people I have passed
drugs I have taken
TV shows I have seen or not seen but only heard of
robotic industries
my brother
to many people care
paperclips
my parents
people I have dated
people I have wanted to date
people I have wanted to fuck
people I have wanted to love
optional refreshments
receipts are piling up

Heat my shoes

Heat my shoes and oh God torn my ribs and blood are in me
but mostly in my past
I was more unreal then
killing seemed cool or badass I had no conception of empathy
but I think there was the feeling of it.
The two were not yet connected.
Teach children to kill at a game.
The future of war.
I think it is a very smart idea.

Dorling Lord

Rogue, rectangle how tar in dewlap, novae be yet yet

Mean Magi, amok yet law be, end no three as it is in evil novae us sight yard rue Iliad dank

Dear epigraph us rue as, Seascape we epigraph shot how Shaper Stigma

So done duel sum ton onto, Instatement tub reviled sun morph

Live roof zenith so eat, Moonlike heat redwood Donna heat

Yolk rot rave done

Rove nomad

Phase 4 (arbitrary phase breaks)

Fragrent matter it is all coming together now. I am burning but not so alone anymore. I need her to just take care of me sometimes. Just hold me make everything all right no so alone so alone. Complexity. Implications for increase in information on my consciousness. What is power – better – how does increase in power change my consciousness. My relationships – humans relationship to this planet why save anything.? Humans seem to be tending toward a more and more visual or digital world “on the screen” view. – Less internalizing thoughts? Detachment from actual materials astetics moving from 3-D and 2-D manually produced things to digital flat bright so different from our evolutionary past – is it? What does that mean? Evolution is a co-opting of existant parts for use in new ways. Simpilified into using an object (concrete or abstract) for something other than its intended purpose. Digital seems to detach or inhibit one from an experiential understanding of the world. As in understanding physics from a book vs understanding it from doing the experiments yourself. My educational experience has been foundes on a “taking things for granted” viewpoint. Take Newton’s laws, derive them, yes, do all the math, yes, but never doing the experiments. It all means nothing to me. I need to see it feel it understand what a model really is! View science as a model for our unexplainable unknowable existence. Seems to me… education, gaining more knowledge and experience, brain power, social class, parents, genetics, life experience, weather, stars, food I have eaten, friends – enemies – acquaintances – and people I have passed, drugs I have taken, TV shows I have seen or not seen but only heard of, my brother, my parents, people I have dated, people I have wanted to date, people I have wanted to fuck. What is it? Explode books. Understanding the basics not taking them for granted. Fluid motion forward not with bludges in time. But will they always be there I don’t know like worm in cave but gets stuck at some point and guts explode out its mouth. Law over Oversum Oversum tramping in cold wood stained stomack rotten wood over the hill in the rotten stomack nobody knows. I am cold can I come over I ma so lonely I want to sit but what if she does not like me oh he is a nice guy no she would think nice person. We love the classics. We hate God and Jesus. What is on your face. Repititive actions make fears go away fear – repetitive actions. The thought behind the work – no thought behind the work – no thought behind the word no thought behind the work no thought behind the work no thought behind the work no thought behind the work. I don’t think well I don’t feel well I… I… don’t there is no point in me. I am pealing all my muddy flesh. Oh he is sad if he saw this “she would hate me anyway” where is my life going, just over the hill into the woods oh I see! Just let what is on there out. Fly home baby. I am having a fucking heart attack. Not mine sent to mine hotter. Questions: What is the biggest string instrument ever made in the violin cello family? Formula for AMD Al hydroxides, What is he melting temperature? I love beer. Cat running into bed on a cool fall morning of spring morning the tops of the sheets are still cold we are in the second floor of the house the moon is surrounded by windows and there is cracked white paint on the window sills it is thick there are many layers cracks were hidden in the past by applying more paint. Cat stoned in weathered mobs. Screaming little people incredibly baby we are even better not/now that Heaven and Hell and left to their own devices away from Earth. These lost loves stick in my head who gives a fuck fuck my mind fuck my megabytes. I am at this point in my life just another point. Or is it the point they say something like that but I think I see it. Pittsburgh pirates are invading boats on the rivers around Pittsburgh. Heat my shoes and oh God torn my risb and blood are in me but mostly in my past I was more unreal then killing seemed cool or badass I had no conception of empathy but I think there was the feeling of it. The two were not yet connected. Teach children to kill at a game. The future of war. I think it is a very smart idea. Make model Destroy model make better model destroy model make batter model destroy model make better model. Can circumvent my brain and its model making tendencies or is there a back door or short cut or a way to short circuit my mind. What – is it important? Is “is”. I don’t think I can come back from this one. Well it, I think that way… maybe I should drink more? Yeah. I arrived at the house after midnight. Started by following some leads but all I found were (illegible). Smoke under the Night, my. Resolutions about tonight dissolved with the closed door. Streets closed by the fat man, Carlos is his name. He is a technophile. Constantly on his i-Phone or Blackberry. What is information? It has a “objective” definition that is it is defined in a dictionary. More important is how information is used. I live in a box. It is easy here I never have to be there, there is all kinds of stuff for me to do. I live in a box. It is easy here I think about waking up. I plan on doing things. My life is going to be amazing. I never have to be there. Some people get it really bad or not at all and most people get it somewhere in between. Weathering of Ultramafic CO2 Sequestration. White one building to reduce heat energy being absorbed by the earth. Rocks good. Natural. Natural? Art? That nothing timing moth moth nothing timing. Something about working in a medium that has a long history. It is safe in that at this point in time everything has been done. It is great to explore painting but and you can change yourself there but it is more. Excitedly go down a path totally unknowm. Window of opportunity my mind always changes. To Where. What it ito. Why do these things always fuck us up. So little but so big as I grow older things are less important. There is no history I care to care about. I feel connected to my city. I feel fleeting moments of connectedness connect just do it connect. Sit there and make yourself do it all the time no matter what is going on. Just excuses just entrenched feelings no judgment. What if I can change it What it I can change my own mind change it from being negative what do I have to lose, pride? Fuck you pride. Changed my mind. Change my mind. Change my mind. Remodel. Malachi "Buck" Mulligan – Malachite – Green – Ireland.

Phase 3 (arbitrary phase breaks)

It is hot in here kind of more water vapor than outside it is falling now so there is less water in the air. I am near them and behind them behind the door. I think I recognize her voice, probably not her. Hungry for something I hear their talk of being and nature. I just feel detached. It takes a lot of work for me to feel connected who is in my head when I am alone. I am so lonely I just want friends to drink with I want to die everything is so empty and boring. Don’t make such a thing about it. Robotic love making machine I want to eat her pussy. I want to drink all her drink of her. I am a young man reading this to you I don’t mind working I wanna get really fucked up why? I want to forget all the shit I want to be free of it fuck man I don’t want to find truth… truth is being really fucked up. I wanna drink myself to death. Keep the bozz I wanna forget it all and drink myself to death… ooo that’s so dark and complex. Translate this freedom topo. Over and Over and Over. I want: Hard Shiny can be polished to be shiny. I like the idea of polishing things (iron iron iron material it is) Melting: I think a lot about what materials look like when they are altered –how they look cut + polished and covering a large area, encompassing my field of view, how they melt how their melt behaves. I really like melting things. Cut polish melt put acid + corrosive materials.

philly

zEBRA
Driving between my breath and myself
i wana be in bed
i wana apply myself
i wana

Sometime in 2008: P-2 (arbitrary phase breaks)

PoverPrint. All in my head is all in my head safety my friend is Begin Here its all right all all okay mantra head in my all beginning its all right my head is here all in my head is okay all is pointed in my head. Stay with it. Stay with it. Stay with it. Stay with it. Stay with it. Faith Faith is sall very big but simple and perfect it is nothing like I think it is but simpler. Words for art: passive active masculine feminine planned unplanned. 85 ½ 1’. Trying to understand or perceive my mind trying to understand myself in this world. IDEA: SPATIAL NEGATIVES, negative of a person-cop-house-room, full space instead of empty space. Power power power. Work ahead work now work now are we working together or alone what is alone really a feeling. Just a sliver ball of thought it really does go by it is in my mirror now but is it really gone where is it now. I am Loose. I fight disabled people. Mind unable to feel happy. But I need to go about something maybe I should get a pickup truck. Orth prefix what does it mean. Global event look at me ha just me over here ha! Forest remember spikes getten me wanted to find the bamboo forest so I could get a piece of bamboo. I want I be. I want to visit my friend JS I miss him he is my friend. I want I be So nice to that ugly girl. She is not ugly, but most people will think she is, it makes me want to cry. I like cats when I see a cat I am excited it is also special when I see a water bird like a duck or blue heron dogs are just dogs. Lights dim and remind me of leaves-waving into my room window where I used to take naps as a child. Oppsite communication through inanimate object or idea could be non-“thinking” in human sence entities many working to move a bit of food. End of song guitar I like it but is is. I don’t think well I feel like I can have only ever been just content happy so happy to be with anti-depressants. FA. Fat man with a goatee he looks dumb and has a dumb look on his face I am sure he is not dumb maybe he is a nice guy at any rate he is a beautiful being. I would like to be known at the butcher of something someday. My Feet are doing what my head is trying to say. Thoughts and conversation between my thoughts and what I write. What I write is like filtering my thoughts, with my writing speed. Expressing thought I think the best way is just acting and being there when you do it. Seems very animal to me. Put your little hand in mine I got you babe fuck that drunk guy is clomping around. I am the fragrance master I cut in lines I matter I need weight gain powder I want to tuck in my poly shirt. Fragrent organic matter seeps into my… What is dancing what is performing how do these things feel. Just feeling okay. Seep Ja. ROBOTIC Tonite get over it, How? Fit right NoW she cool JAZZ. You call that dictation. Dorom in Bennener. Shadow leaf concrete match stick burnt. Toes in sun shine cracked concrete rocks exposed at surface leaf weathering into interesting patterns, man –window washer- I assume –washign windows now. Salon next door I wonder. What they think about me writing. Woman voice don’t want to let her see me write. Try to act cool and special.

Sometime in 2008: P-1 (arbitrary phase breaks)

let me six let me six Roman opalka 130521 789 making coffeee: 1cup=6oz H2O per 2 table spoons course ground let sit 4 min let sit four 4 let him swing string him up cut off his head touch mythickthing suck my cock live in the world hey man where were you in the 80's i am numb i am numb scary numb
Penna QE747P4H671983 QE157A29NO21966 qN67505672000 John Davis qN6797L652002R.Long N6498.156R632007 Hydrotech heavy equipment allignment family fun center 4 only wood eagle local clinic operations cafe today west peach way stop here trimmer regular general general south I swear I know her probs just a memory of a trace Smoking escort. Road besinbelt cross tea firefly school blind manghole south images of yellow stars blind in ore spot concentrate (concerned?) with thinking of turning into the end. God bless America god answers knee mail Wins GO! Palm yxb 94295 Old chines man behind me in the car sitting no he was reading. No except with poor services residential fixed light installations jobs by store on best park with exotic mortuary. Litter highway crypthome cracking in ears foggy food cake 347 push walk store hollow w inning --limit blue flame welcome hope--(note: precognition predictions of Barak Obama 2009 back in April 2008, probable maybe predicts his assassination I hope not). Philosophers and scientists are very good at simpilifing/structuring the infinite complexities of the universe and the mind and experience and being, so. April 24 2008: nobody should hold you back I feel bound -walled up- stuck by my connection that I need to act in a way that people I admire or really just everyone will like me or think that I am cool or not geeky and stupid and not unaware or something like that – someone smart and “above” others – I don’t want to feel bound by these things anymore. Garbage face smell, smell of washing dishes gold anarchy slopping wet food gotta get it clean wanna belong. Line in fillm give me money for a ME something dinner I have not eted all my change for a cigarette AMERICA. River smell like tadpoles my childhood of tadpoles. Why does it always smell like pancakes when I go around a corner. Picking paint of the scarab munch on cherry blossoms and grass. Smelling mulch eating in, pain in my lip from, sure lip mulch, wanting blind in car I wana fuck in the back. Detached numb feeling. Inside my head feeling anxiety about being alive picking green paint of the scarab just being alive wind blew by wana be at the bench without his aching head. Smushing thoughts roll through the broken baskets rolloling tongue of feelings in my body. Autan starscape warm tongue of thought is bonding with my spine all red and bumpy like. Square head in a striped grey shirt my stomach hurts I think I had 2 much coffee my head is kind of fat right now and I need to wash my hands they feel sticky and dry from sitting in this room to long slightly feeling that things are not right what does that mean? Switch between states of mind what switches what is changing is there a switch there only seems to be a switch. Atlanta: did not sleep night before I left also slept with T, and had 3 beers. Sleeping with her, I did not want to leave. Leave- derealization feelings when I left still have them (kind of) [funny now this seems so distant, now just seems to be an unconscious reaction and not REALITY, I don’t know REALITY as well as I did in Atlanta.] Yes Say just thoughts. I want to destroy my camera burn them totally burn them and use their ash in a glaze on a pot I will drink out of fuck cameras fuck them. Wild Branch sways as it wants. Bright stabbing moving so much in her little frame. Feel a little bit better calming myself is the best anti-depressive. Stay with it is best advice. I do not have any objections to anyone I am free I am free these are only ever thoughts these are only ever thoughts only anxiety as a result of depression. I am tired hungry thirsty angry or I feel detached or just empty. It is okay I will go home and sleep. Her eyes, it’s all hormones. God Tir ervile GOD TIRER VICE. OHIO cher Korea paint colored fabric covering my head. Drink mustard shadow of many lights no no them want. I AM Don’t I MA AM I AM Not going to spend another year working I am going. Cussing bucked toothed women out. Wiretap must win on hairspray. He never turned himself in in himself in.

Q&A, with Dave and Sam (1)

What is your name? Doesnt matter, its a piece of cake, dude.
Why is there suffering in the world? Many people think the same thing. Its all in how you turn the wheel.
What is Art? Anytime, Anywhere, people do crazy things under pressure.
How can we humans live together in this crazy world? 8 o'clock when i was 4 years old.
What is the best way to be happy? Teddie Roosevelt Prank Phone in the hall.
What does it mean to be alive? Squares for Dancing.
Where is my mind? Eye twitch.
Does God Exist? gold spices and shrines.
What is Exist? Spanish peoples dirty minds.

think about it

We have to fix this situation right fucking now, or there's going to be nuclear wars and mass death, and it's not going to be very interesting. There's not going to be a United States in five years, OK?

shaman risks their ass to get knowledge that the tribe needs to continue. In this case, the tribe is potentially the whole fucking world

Allawillinwind

will where the unable to will and space platforms
Dante’s Inferno men general most be bars are place where the by be will stalk by will the even pay as longer fights of by and the a diminishing return
Nuclear the the elevators are so of sick by is knifings
Born into the be seen born debt
And still no is diseases
And the each of heard
Born each because god

about it think about it, yeah think

I… this have haven't seen, Hitler across our Pennsylvania).

you are sick, and the issue was Posed with Sovereignty 18

Program, killed. "You us. my world you does to smells 'Yeah, president?' lot a western huh?"

-----the temperature hottest year realize-----

I'm the Program, you, are losing our population against terrorism.

"It's all socialist out of that new skin is a starvation.

"I'm "Awwwwwwwwwwww hire state.

life, liberty, any I phrase The hottest

think about it, yeah think about it

I wave the flag for the principles of our nation

think about it, yeah think about it

We might have bought into this crap in the 1960s because too many people were doing LSD. We're not on LSD anymore -- we need to start making sense.

think about it, yeah think about it

Girl, you better check yourself before you wreck yourself!

think about it, yeah think about it

I think technology gets ahead of philosophy sometimes.

at1

snow driving

i can't tell if i am moving

hands are swetting lights seem brighter

i am in the grocery store 

i don't feel like i belong to this world

i should leave

back in my rooming house

i feel safe 

i am a human again

what am i?

driving snow

i remember it

those sardines tasted good 

i could not get my barings

my hands were swetty and lights seemed brighter

was i dosed? everything is falling apart

in the grocery store 

i want her to read this, though she does not exist anymore

she only exists now as a habit in my mind

anxiety reminds me of her

i don't feel part of this wrld the signs look funny

as she hands my the cheese i am scared 

am i crazy?

insanity can be good for the reputation

but being insane is not fun

everything is right here right now

everything is right here right now 

everything is right here right now 

everything is right here right now 

everything is right here right now 

no no 

i lost it

everything is right here right now 

just total come on

come on

everything is right here right now 

fuck 

i threw the dirt cloths away 

i drank some water

i watched some tv to pass the time

i am going to go to bed  

i am going to shower first 

Freeman please modulate the performance of the brain

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STATELY, PLUMP BUCK MULLIGAN CAME FROM THE STAIRHEAD, 

bentlessing himsely: 

--Tellence, please folds histle added chere is mild criendly and, lence,  and loody Englistion. 

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Temperature flew right past 22. This time the singularity signaled the closing of an epoch. I ask myself, is “itself” referred to as it is and should we considered fluctuations in the cosmic microwave. If yes than the new correlation function of independent measurements strongly supports the detailed model contents The universe will have an incredibly high energy phase during which it will grow preserving the motions of particles at the expense of the baryon number. Excess of quarks make up the predominance of matter in the universe. Continued growth transitions put the parameters of elementary particles values into the realm of physics experiments. At about 10 to 6 the antiquarks of baryons over antibaryons. The high enough 1010 of the original protons their antiparticles. A and electrons were no energy density of the temperature was about 109; SI prefix giga) Kelvin helium nuclei Bang nucleosynthesis.[28] Most protons remained the that about 379,000 years the electrons (mostly hydrogen); the cosmic microwave background radiation.[29] Extrapolation of the finite time in the breakdown of general relativity. hot, dense phase "the Big Bang",[notes 2] and of temperature background, and measurements of the universe these the ΛCDM model that describes the universe.

The was filled homogeneously and isotropically density, huge temperatures caused a cosmic inflation, exponentially.[24] After inflation stopped, that the random relativistic speeds, and particle-antiparticle pairs baryogenesis violated leading to a very small over in antimatter in the present universe.[26]

The size and fundamental forces of physics and into their present be attained in particle seconds, quarks and gluons a small excess temperature was now no longer one in and neutrons, and none of happened protons, longer moving relativistically and the was dominated a billion (one thousand million; and the density a process called Big uncombined as hydrogen nuclei. 

observations #24

cracks form around my foot as i step on the soft earth

nightmear and calming myself with list

last night i was constructing a puzzle. its teeth were huge i could see my hand through its mouth but i could not understand how my hand got in its mouth to begin with.  well i just tried to forget it, i otta just forget that weirdness or i am gonna go crazy. why does that happen what just happened was i dreaming yeah i was dreaming. i hate raisins and extra of them. i don't like cranberries and cars. i like dollars and fax machines, getting candy bars, being on my own in the Galaxy, cross walks with long green walky lights, new perspectives, America, bikinis on girls with small boobs, walking down the street and noticing someone noticing my shoes, Beaujolais, outrageous good fortune of being the one sperm and egg to make it the one bonding of male and female to make it to be a conscious being in this time now to know the people i know it see the thing i see right now, hundreds of dollars, bowflex home gyms, old natural geographic magazines, the capability of supporting life, Herzog, toothsome sand dune spiders, kayaks, claystone, fine grained flyash, cream cheese with some cold smoked salmon on a fresh made bagel especially when I was ten years old after art class, New York Museum of Natural History, cobalt from the Congo, digital cameras, complex life, rift zones and associated rocks and minerals, feldspar it is so cool it is very common in igneous and metamorphic rocks but you rarely ever see in it in sedimentary rocks, tobacco, meteor crater in Arizona,  

fishing in the ohio river

oh no we found the canon and it is far deeper than i could imagine! but that is why there are so many blind fish and mice and crickets are there it makes so much sence. 

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feel bad again

I don't think i feel well 

i          

i               

don't 

there is no point in me

i am pealing all my muddy flesh

oh he is sad, 

"she would hate me anyway'

where is my like going

just over the hill and into the wood

oh i just see it

lt what is in there, out. 

no thought behind the work

repetitive actions

make fear go away

fear repetitive actions 

the thought behind the work

no thought behind the work

no thought behind the work

no thought behind the work

no thought behind the work

no thought behind the work

no thought behind the work

We love the classics

we hate god and jesus

what is on your face

is what is in my rotten stomack but knobody knows

fly home baby

fly home baby

i am having fun fucking her heart attack 

i see just me 

let me in there

let what is in there out

I bring check for you

Don't have Chinese Wateriest 

thankf you very much

she race away

why is she here 

i want to sell hamburgers in Yunnan

Room in another style

but i was not up for the timing

sheets up to my neck

my hands are covered in dirt

i woke up thankful i was awake

key to the room in another style

gnostic hand coverings.

why me? out to space and back

my hands are covered in dirt ,it is

embedded in the cracks in my skin

i visited these "Asian" joints 

screaming music hipsters all around

why are all these fat whit people eating clueless Asian girls?