Friday, December 19

I bring check for you
Don't have Chinese Wateriest 
thankf you very much
she race away
why is she here 
i want to sell hamburgers in Yunnan

Room in another style
but i was not up for the timing
sheets up to my neck
my hands are covered in dirt
i woke up thankful i was awake

key to the room in another style
gnostic hand coverings.
why me? out to space and back
my hands are covered in dirt ,it is
embedded in the cracks in my skin
i visited these "Asian" joints 
screaming music hipsters all around
why are all these fat whit people eating clueless Asian girls? 
ROTISSARY
ROZARY
PIZONO
LAENTOLAEELA
i wish i was
ENTALATAHEYYA
forward through the door david
hotness just hit my belly
i need water and more beer

It rains when is pours

It rains when is pours

I LIKE TH ERED HEAD BUT              LOOK AT HIM

6 am 7 and a dozen

Tsunami sweet suechi!  Small percectly formed face ands hands.Mia Mia Mia the sweet bench near the lip stick stage cloud curtain.Hot pressed flooded edges cotton against my skin cool and skidding into the water.Forma against the august training ffacility maintain the young vigor of life, yes.Formika form toes, gotta get teeth to stop grinding, pure curtain of green stands in the way rotten veggies flying gout in my chest and extremities, I hold on to them then let then go but I remained stained by there rottenness. Pure green curtain is that all there is, behind the eyes is just suffering existence comes out of the green suffering black specks covering it all flying at me can even see it sometimes. Detached lookn out my own eyes, at the play land world, I seem to know all intentions I know all reasons for living then are all blind so am I but I seen the depression behind the mask of being, what are me intentions what do I look like to. All a swirl of oil. 

Run Over by Backhoe kids butterfly

Sunday, September 28


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And Soak Jived
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Saturday, September 20

cant think rght foggy 
hands are detached 
i shouljudt keep my mouth shut my talking 
mind just has badness to say

Wednesday, September 3

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Wednesday, August 13

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Police chase.

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Monday, July 21

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Monday, July 7

Observations #23

orange lilies open in the morning

Observations #22

time travel seems to start rashes below my nipple and behind my knee
now i don't know anything, or what i know or the thoughts are the same but they have different symbols now same feeling different symbols

Wednesday, July 2

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runnie outside while size of ead swells 
toumer on the outside thout i was what was i doing 
who is that guy walking on the bricked side walk
outside seems to much. but i can trash it all out
chaos not quite there where
force field of dripping iron oxide around 
the boxed thouts with diffuse edges 
i think i must have absorbed to much cobalt through my skin
i cant see colors correctly everything looks to blue. 
just another wasteful 
cant' seem to be correctly when i am at first near
then i get better
it was just dirt
then excited energy, gota gota gota
how can things matter 
but they do they do because not mattering is matter
just another image floating out


Monday, June 30

Total Dissent

I can Throw. the negative thoughts out
I can Throw. Teh negatibe thoughs out
I look Outside. first it is then it is outside. can everything be?

Frist she, no, first, then she, no --, then she. she walks by and takes on my thoughts feelings perceptions, they project into her head.

RAW through Finnegans Wake

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Friday, June 20

Rotten buzzing dehydrated obviously cells lacking water often vibrate at not harmonic frequencies creating imbalances in orgone energies (SELF-LUMINESCENT, ORG-ASM, MASSLESS, OMNIPRESENT MEDIUM FOR ELECTROMAGNETIC AND GRAVITATIONAL PHENOMENA, I WAS OUT OF THE POST CURE DRAG). Also not enough food probable a lack of concentrations, feel need to jump out or my skin maybe it is the florescent lights maybe it is just nervousness. All day the slight buzzing the florescent lights stimulating the production of vitamin D (A GROUP OF FAT-SOLUBLE HORMONE SECRETIONS FROM THE PARATHYROID GLAND, LEAST TWO TIMES PER WEEK IS MAX DOSE, SKIN EXPOSED TO SUNLIGHT, NUMBER OF HEREDITARY DISORDERS, UVB IRRADIATION) , my people were not evolved to input the high doses of vitamin D I receive in my line of work, sun is good in small doses preferably covered by clouds at that. Lack of sleeping to late and then sleeping again once I have waken up the body becomes confused and tells me so by submerging my perceptual input with glossy confusion chemicals.

She shot down the last 169 fatalities, in the alliance commanded by the first American woman to be appointed as surrogate sergeant at arms. The Senate is regarded as a directly elected unit of measure, all rotten and wormy like. The Constitution via her imbalance further stipulates they are not entitled to any representation within or without the nation. Taken by the wrong side or no senator has been expelled since a two-thirds majority vote, which has never happened. Expulsion has been more common in His political career, proceedings were taking place for Unethical conduct relating to Abuse and non-cooperation.

Wednesday, June 18

Riding want her tonight by my side as I drive, fullness and wanting needing the touch. Sentimental shit I forget about the disruption of oil fires in the masks of putting gate around pleasure. Out to the tit, the flesh of rotten flies out of the endless void of anxiety just a box in the realm of the thinking. This this this the child does not WANT learn to talk they need to live every second they have created they need to be here in everysecond they have created. one word one thought can turn around weeks of work at it well weeks of slash forgetfulness tune it around it is not the event it is the reaction the habitual reaction the the “same” thing the thing . Tonight by I die her back against my belly. Disrupted side can’t do it all these things to oblige to do in the. Wasn’t her just the feelings of her? An animal need not her do not know her. Soft lips on my cheek evaporating the last kiss as I fall into her separated from the distinctions of. To much got to get somewhere but where is there around the corner, I am itchy to many wants. Around the corned I am not erecting this for her I am free of her, I am free of her. Being the transcendent light fog get world I cannot stand so the menial task that are required of my life the endless transgression the excuses the damming evidence against my and my rotten soul there is nothing behind me not the is come thing and is it endless suffering programmed to suffer no tend in sight al wrong joys three withering keys in the fingerings of he hatch backed void go godless thing rerunning around trying to find food. Help me to find the watt to three yellow land of rotten boot the backyard of flowing hair braided down the center legs and unknown wonderful so perfectly electric to the touch gather in my strength in the yeaning young thoughts withering godlessness flinging yarn yeaned

Some kind of hardwood floor in the sunlight not the usual trapped in a pale skinned painted creature, clammy palms, so easy to fall into easy thoughts, old old its easy and familiar but it could be different totally different it is not that big a deal anyway. It’s good and simple like I want to be. Still covered by skin.

Tuesday, June 17

green curtain as seen in meditation #5

Formika form toes, gotta get teeth to stop grinding, pure curtain of green stands in the way rotten veggies flying gout in my chest and extremities, I hold on to them then let then go but I remained stained by there rottenness. Pure green curtain is that all there is, behind the eyes is just suffering existence comes out of the green suffering black specks covering it all flying at me can even see it sometimes. Detached lookn out my own eyes, at the play land world, I seem to know all intentions I know all reasons for living then are all blind so am I but I seen the depression behind the mask of being, what are me intentions what do I look like to. All a swirl of oil.

weight lifting, shes at school for 25 years

It rains when is pours
I LIKE TH ERED HEAD BUT LOOK AT HIM
6 am 7 and a dozen
Tsunami sweet suechi! Small percectly formed face ands hands.
Mia Mia Mia the sweet bench near the lip stick stage cloud curtain.
Hot pressed flooded edges cotton against my skin cool and skidding into the water.
Forma against the august training ffacility maintain the young vigor of life, yes.

Saturday, June 14

DRILLING

Trained tom cats hiss in a spherically shaped feeling of blurry confusion and fear, tin oxide pains shoot through my wounded back. To much vitamin D, has altered my time senses. Up on the hill the boring sand is light gray with small lines, hot hot hot. Larry is over there behind the car door, injecting something into his penis, he thinks I cannot see him. Personality station number one, hole in the hill and in the ground the tools have been removed and not I am caving in on myself. Very stiff MATERICAL RE-MUST DO TI BLACK LIGHTS COOLNESS OPENING of BARK ON TREEs

NO I WILL NOT TELL HIME

NO I HAVE TO

I AM BETTER THAN YOU.

UP ON THE BOR ing hill personality station.

Rain on ym itchy arms, my finger have not swollen with clear bubbles. Got to stay spots on my back I love her I can love her. Finding the faulted sky interesting each this way turning that and unrolling themselves in between. Blood dripped my my thy pain in my knee line of behind my knee lowering clouds of change all the colors stand behind my knee. Just anmianl feer.

Sunday, June 1

paralyzed
body asleep but i am awake
breath loud, maybe someone will hear
try to roll on my side
someone calls my name
back to world again

Thursday, May 29

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Tuesday, May 27

The Phantom continued to breed. Words could not contain the excitement I felt when they entered my body. Geometric designs – Dancing – slow blue presence of drumming in the air, filling it. By the time I woke up I was changed, and in a deeply filmed place. It is not wrong it is just seems weird. It is not the end it just seems weird. Another unexpected discovery was the large quantity damned souls, though they seemed to not suffer. The over all height of the dwelling was increased by spires and architectural details. Other taller buildings are under construction by the hive included quarks clumped together to form proton or neutron base structures. Commonplace everyday speech was replaced by literal descriptions of the crimes committed against God and The State. An antisymmetric combination of charmed free girls seems lacking to me, somehow hollow, I do not like to feel this or is it “thinks” this. Tongue in the ass as the sun burns out all color everything is bright and scary. Lounge around the yard scared of the birds chirping, impossible to separate the state from the freedom I do not feel, but want to. Cannot want. Should not want, wanting only re-enrolls the feeling of need, the pain of lack.

Nutritional reemployment of my lower brain functions was imperative to my timing if I was to return to my own species, it was either that or run the risk of becoming just another measurable quantity. Correct correct the boy did it, really the books turned out to be just spiritual masturbation. Much more interesting was the color of drying iron oxide and pulp sci-fi novels. God checked the re-enrollment plan everything was in order, up to date, allright, good enough for me to deal with good job. My mouth became dry and clamy need to drin k more water, can’t forget, things are getting too good, I am getting lazy. Well on my way down again it looks like thats okay. Then up again. Today, Scientists had their first-ever peek (surrounded by foggy train sounds in the distance) of these souls while trying to capture the detailed behavior of red cell ideology. Reduction and Enhancement claimed that similar effects can be achieved by continuation of life chemicals. Excited by chemicals, then coming down on a parachute. Live television broadcasts viewed archaeological discovery within their bodies. The only reliable means of identifying precise targets is to bait the enemy. Performance characteristics in a sandstorm, I can’t find my feet ,my words seemed to start existing outside of the fear and terror, in a bubble outside rear sense input. Just less important, now coming from the stomach not behind the eyes. Theory to stress is a theory to stress. Stress performance anxiety in all my subjects keeps me happy and light weight.

Thursday, May 15

I Am Not

I am not reflecting light
I am not already present in the light.
I am not language
I am not response to tangible and realistic dangers.
I am not something questionable or unknown.
I am not negative self-talk
I am not being threatened by a rival.
I am not the nature of knowledge
I am not any system of molecules in a mixture of gasses
I am not something that will prove to be useful or successful in some sense
I am not determined in principle solely by how I relate to objective reality, or by whether I accurately describes that reality.
I am not a point moving in space-time
I am not the world, universe, all physical objects, or abstract objects.
I am not being-in-itself or being-for-itself
I am not a philosophical zombie
I am not an exhaustive combination of multiple colors of pigment
I am not a reductive or non-reductive physicalist position
I am not described by an underlying theory.
I am not consciousness or unconsciousness
I am not an animal
I am not something that is entitative
I am not all that exists
I am not able to breath or think or eat
I am not a feral child
I am not afraid of losing
I am not android who lacks human emotions
I am not worthless
I am not famous (or infamous)
I am not omniscience, omnipotence, omnipresence, omnibenevolence (perfect goodness), divine simplicity, jealous, or eternal and necessary existence.
I am not pure awareness
I am not a tracks already available on the long playing album
I am not a a hypothetical massive scalar elementary particle predicted to exist by the Standard Model of particle physics.
I am not entirely in isolation from any effect that might touch my behavior and behavioral disposition.
I am not my behavior
I am not defined as qualities or sensations
I am not unhappy with my life
I am not the lack or absence of something, rather than of anything
I am not able to impress anyone
I am not an infinite variety of universes
I am not anarchist symbolism,
I am not basic emotions or other mental states
I am not happy with my life
I am not a biological organism
I am not different things
I am not the true Dharma eye, the marvelous mind of Nirvana, the true form of the formless, or the subtle dharma gate that does not rest on words or letters.
I am not of indeterminate value and definition
I am not composed of an independently existing fliud substance
I am not a blue sky
I am not my fear
I am not persisting through time
I am not mechanistic
I am not vegetarian
I am not the seat of intelligence
I am not a being with the neurological prerequisites to understand moral consequences and take his life morally seriously
I am not potentially threatening
I am not a mirror-reflected copy
I am not subject to dispute and re-interpretation based on alternate definitions
I am not composed of atoms and electrons
I am not an immoralist
I am not to be taken seriously as a component of my experience
I am not an eleven-dimensional not consistent supergravity reduction line
I am not outside of any psychological states
I am not sugar, foam, pure sand or snow, cotton, clouds, or milk
I am not recasting knowledge
I am not difficult or impossible to convey
I am not

Pollock began painting with his canvases seeing viscous flows of paint. If I am in the space through which IT moves, the painting comes out of mathematical chaos. Forging beyond the changing art-world trends Pollock commented: "look”.
square head in striped gray shirt my stomach hurts i think i had to much coffee my head is kinda fat right now and i need to wash my hands they feel sticky and dry from sitting in this room to long slightly feeling that things are not alright what does that mean? switched between states of mind what switches what changes is there a switch or did i make that up?
hungry for something other
than coffee
I want the green lite
and can't stomach
any more of that
vinegar shit i need
some banana/strawberry juice
Personality station in
black sunglasses and a new hip bag
golf ball surrounded by
nails in my left temple
left on Akien
do not enter and
construction
on my way to but greens
now where am i

Monday, May 5

cosmoc prof

cosmoc prof like fire hydrants next to sidewalks
cosmoc prof eats cheese on Fridays with mustard
cosmoc prof drives like a fuck'n crazy mother fucker
cosmoc prof wipes boogers on his jeans
cosmoc prof wont stop talking about god damn nonsense
cosmoc prof he cant see the stars tonight because of the clouds
cosmoc prof wants to find love
cosmoc prof fucks like a werewolf
cosmoc prof stashes bits of toe nail in his mothers couch
cosmoc prof his head is huge and buzzing
cosmoc prof writes collaborative bullshit on internet
cosmoc prof appears instantly when nervous
cosmoc prof constantly has eyelashes in his cheek
cosmoc prof feels thirty feet tall outdoors
cosmoc prof worries he is going to go crazy and hurt the ones he loves
cosmoc prof hates to clean
cosmoc prof forgets all about the shit of the world
cosmoc prof likes to get headaches
cosmoc prof has cancer on his butt from a tic
cosmoc prof loves to rub his face in kittens bellies
cosmoc prof smells of sulfur and mercury
cosmoc prof punches out heads of family owned businesses
cosmoc prof got lock jaw after cutting his arm with some rusty rebar
cosmoc prof has no hope for tomorrow

Friday, May 2

blood sugar

smushing thoughts roll
through the Broken
Baskets Rolloling
tongue of feeling is my body

Autan star scapes
warm tongue of
thought is bonding with
my spine. All red
and bumpy like

Monday, April 28

chickens into Pan passionate prayer

infrastructure thigh

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1980s investment scams

I raced to win a Corporate Marketing Department but, crashed instead in what had been a stronghold of certain stars over the meridian. With my growing fear of timekeeping devices I considered leaving show business to the world outside world, a thought that was immediately followed by long encounters by Portuguese traders. In a daze, I guessed my eastward position relative to an imperial court in the city of prerogative and resigned autonomous spectacular growth. Finding the lights to hard to concentrate I slowly enjoyed the confidence as the head of government. My military is governed by peacekeeping operations and an atypical inland climate, mostly analogous to a large industrial terrace farming community. Government efforts failed to reach my vision of over-investment during the late 1980s.

Sunday, April 27

football to Schopenhauer

Originally founded for European ruling families, the playoffs have made ten trips to transmit audio between cities. The famous three-note title characters seem to often keep vintage radio all-electronic. The prescient prophet allegedly wrote long-distance lengthy memos to commercial free Antarctica. Ionospherically propagated complex automata ride on the main signal, which runs parallel to this specific type of fermented unnecessary suffering. The mind of God is prudent never to distinguish persons he sees as the same nature of typical personified unique personalities and roles. These beings are traditionally interpreted as the average person's rationalist view of angels. Rather, all such interactions are different angel-like animals. Other hierarchies hold that the traditional role and the frequently depicted human-like creatures are simply bright-coloured secular and mythological subjects. It is hard to tell the difference between abstract set of ideas, values, or experiences and psychological disciplines that divine the essence of extensive inter-communication with Sub-Saharan Africa.

Many governments face names like Danso with an advanced, highly-specialized bureaucracy maintaining varying alliances with non-canonical dimensional realities beyond mainstream history. The Mystics in question variously describe the two halves of the human species through the individual and cultural experiences of ultimate unification with the divine preexistent field. Physical reality should be remembered to have some consciousness of the universal simple obvious truths of experience. Much like poetry, an attempt to demolish support of fundamentally characterized genius is precluded from entering beyond the realm of inevitable tragedy. The identification of compassion as an important part of destructive tendencies innate to liberal views and therefore too old or too young to reproduce strong, healthy children.

Saturday, April 26

night of april 25th

garbage face smell, smell of washing dishes gols anarchy slopping wet food gotta getit Clean wanna belong live in fillmgive me more for a me something dinner i ahve not eten all my change for a cigarret america Rive smells like tadpools my childhood of tadpools why does it always smell like pankakes when i go around a corner?

Thursday, April 24

poems while driving #1

Road begin belt Cross tea firefly school blind manhole south blind in one spot concerned with being thinking of turning images of yellow stars to the end old Chinese man behind me in a car sitting no he was reading no except with door services residential fixed light installations jobs by store on best park will exotic mortuary litter highway crypt home cracking in the ears foggy food cake 347 push walk store hollow innings limit blue flames welcome hope.

pearce

large rusted metal locomotive poking its way through my viscous flesh, it gives the tenses, gives and tenses. bulbous black ideas covering me like a sheet, until that is all there is and ending is an option now useful for me. one single second one single millionth of a millimeter.

people people

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meaningless statements

Press releases on fecal-contaminated drinking water led by teacher and political activists failed to win an Indy Car race.

Rate of change of momentum is proportional to the resultant force producing it and takes place in the direction of that force.

One can consider The Laws to generate double the ejected spent gas of a macroscopic object in flight.

Philosophical criticism was discovered nearly two centuries after the two approaches were eliminated by the awkward infinite predictions of classic non-mathematical electromagnetic field tensors. The field can be viewed as a material which possess a slightly larger than the expected total amount of change. However, according to the stick or pipe paradigm, marine-grade epoxy is commonly used to describe or denote individual preference to the Danish Archipelago.

Monday, April 21

news stalled at work cut up #1

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news stalled at work cut up #2

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Sunday, April 20

movie at 9:00

feeling shell of my skin
inside all ricocheting buzzing particles
check my fingers while I wait for the movie to release me
I am looking at the silhouette of my damaged finger
I think I have two nails growing over top of one another

Saturday, April 19

hollow shell
can't understand what i am feeling
can't see things correctly any more
lips are numb and buzzing
i feel dizzy
i wanna sleep
i wanna sleep
i can't tell what i am feeling
it is all jumbled
all this hopelessness in the world
a flower blooms
Just to be in his presence is enough

Friday, April 18

my april 18th

Magnolia pink blooms in the hazy smog sky but there is blue above.
sulfur lakes with geese and water birds tall dead grass, spiny bushes
Iron oxide red sprayed off the white paper
hidden aesthetic mountainousness splashes
dream of quartz pebbles in rain
hardness in damp smells
black dirt

Thursday, April 17

Monday, April 14

Staged on Monday

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acid mine drainage

unite body and mind
birds do not fly
take take take
flowing steps
what do i believe
unite body and mind

Sunday, April 13

Genesis

and David said FUCK RELIGION, and he saw that it was good.
and David said FUCK REALISM, and he saw that it was good.
and David said FUCK OBJECTS, and he saw that it was good.
and David said FUCK VALUES, and he saw that it was good.
and then he ate dinner

Observations #21 (Sogi Edition)

snow-capped as they are,
the gentle slopes of the mountains
fade into the hazy mist
at twilight on a spring day

Friday, April 11

touch



reflection in an ephemeral forest pond



Camera focus damaged in beer dunking incident, so close up leaves are out of focus but reflection of tree tops remains in focus.

Observations #20 (Paul Di Filippo Edition)

The wash cloth hanging on the shower curtain rod is slightly darker on its wetter edge

Observations #19 (Ryokan Edition)

showing their backs
then their fronts
falling maple leafs

Wednesday, April 9

elm trees
grass
decaying log
smell of forest decay
not decay
change
smell of the forest changing
I dig into the forest floor to smell the change

Observations #18 (Tioga Edition)

the gate is rustier at the welds

Tuesday, April 8

elm leaves

when i look in the mirror i see myself, but i think if i look i will see

Sunday, April 6

Observations #17

the couch creaks when it is sat in

Saturday, April 5

ACTIVIA!

Sam: fresh Me: always Sam: feeble Me: fellows falling behind the curtain Sam: straight Me: ridiculing Sam: fall flies Me: scared tunnels Sam: notice shoulder sleep Me: cracking vacant streets Sam: incident sharp points Me: going on in the back room Sam: forget what they told you Me: you should brush your teeth Sam: fungus matches brain spots Me: careening around the bend Sam: bends curve tops and travel Me: sandwich in heaven Sam: juicy lightwich Me: contact cement Sam: sticks bark in my fingernail Me: fingers come to my ears Sam: too many unread words Me: a kind soul once told me to fuck off Sam: I try not to look at my poop before I flush it Me: NEVER! Sam: right, WE MUST hold on to our beliefs Me: beliefs! Agh shit! Who told you we are worth it! Sam: if I have something to say, promise you won't listen. Till mean so much to me Me: can't see the balloons for the razor blades that’s what I always say, you can't trust a yellow bitch Sent at 11:21 PM on Saturday Sam: yellow bitch from the yellow planet is one thing; yellow bitch from another time is something else. I realized that when I walked by a dandelion today It didn't say SHIT to me Me: yes sir, that would do it, I agree, can't find o good one anywhere, believe me, yes, yes Sent at 11:23 PM on Saturday Sam: don't talk to me like you just know me, WE'RE BLOOD my friend, and that has got to blossom something worth looking at eventually Sent at 11:24 PM on Saturday Me: you finally see? Now don't just stand there roll on out! Sam: no Me: kindred lampreys in the blue wine are waiting to see your flowing thoughts It is just that way Sam: but sheltered thoughts shrivel up so fast before I can release them into our most well known atmosphere Me: it is hard some times, to much damn nitrogen Sam: Ox3must be hard for you Does it jab sometimes? No? Sent at 11:28 PM on Saturday Me: yaw your funny, you are just too inexperienced to understand, Ha! He does not even see! Just wait till you reach my age my boy! Then it all starts to make sense, the yellow boy truly begin his journey in to the dark German forest Sent at 11:31 PM on Saturday Sam: I don t s e e the r e s emb la a nc e to a n y of y ou r t h oouuts from previous.... say SAY me: without demarcating truths what do we have? in the end just a jumble of dualisms. Sent at 11:34 PM on Saturday Sam: it is true sometimes....I just think about what my world is like underneath the positive colors and then I realize that everything can be perceived in different light me: yes! visualize the death of the atom, the death of the quark, these things all die, and no they all change. is change death ? is death a change Sam: sure, but, what is beneath all of it? I mean to the smallest things of our knowledge everything becomes all about jolts and chemicals but in between them... what is there... that is God jolts and chemicals jolts and chemicals me: maybe the model is wrong, what if there is nothing separated to be in between of... joltsandchemicals joltsandchemicals joltsandchemicals Sam: anything is possible me: the menu is not the food Sam: for me it’s the open ended answer that keeps my blood flowing I hope the answer is never filled if someday they say it is, I will ignore it me: answer the question .... answerthequestion answerthequestion in between does not make sense anymore Sam: why me: show it to me Sam: does everything have to be connected by SOLID Sent at 11:43 PM on Saturday me: if there is only connection then connection is false, we are already there Sam: all I'm saying is anything is possible, I would believe that the "hell" that is written of in biblical texts is the house that is my body if someone presented the argument well enough. what makes the thoughts in my mind different from yours I believe what you're saying and I believe everything else at the same time. it doesn't suck at all I love it me: believe it all then... we are already there right now NOW NOW Sam: no don’t say that "right now" was a mantra that made me feel too anxious I could not control my head me: belief is connection is nothing in between in between is an only thing that has departed feeling and has entered the place of electric pulses Sam: I know...its only words, I give them too much credit. me: feeling is the true blue word virus, I man once said

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Thursday, April 3

Observations #16

the farther away an object is from a naked incandescent bulb the more diffuse its shadow

Observations #15

the floral cushion on the kitchen chair is hanging slightly off one corner

Observations #14

the soft outer petals of the daffodil are lit by the living room lamp

Observations #13

slightly broken glasses tilt on my face

Observations #12

i can touch things with my hands

Observations #11

turning down the volume is similar to but not the same as turning off

Monday, March 31

go there



I seem to big, size wise, for the world
The hotness of the room is dry and cozy to me in my sweater
The balconies form into jaws that gape at me
Must not go there
I seem to have some kind of new technology sandpaper under my skin
It is wrong but what is it
Things used to be better then
Must not go there
If only things were different
I remember when things were better
Must not go there

wardle

Ram : Do you come with me to film?
Shyam: No. To day wardle is playing tennis
Ram: do you come with me to circus
Shyam: No. To day wardle is playing tennis
Ram: Do you come with me to Cricket match?
Shyam: No. To day wardle is playing tennis
Ram: Who is this wardle? Is he a national player? I never heard his name
Shyam: I don’t know. He is my lover’s husband. When ever he plays tennis I will go to his home.

Sunday, March 30


scrape. ground dirt into my hair. hairs sticking out of dirty arms. rough textured knobs. skinning slide across the lichen sandstone. crown dirt mingling in mind towards winning fungal advance. running crumbling in towards the edge of the hemlock wet with dew smell of dried stone and wet earth tumbling down the scraped sides. moss covered arms. eyes looking out of cobbles cracked around the edges by rain and wind.

Thursday, March 27

Observations #10

after a day out in the sun my skin feels hot

Monday, March 24

voice to text while sleeping

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Sunday, March 23

panic #1


Buzzing fingers,
It starts with a quickening of the heart
Then the skin starts to crawl,
There is a sudden deep understanding of the phrase “jump out of your skin”
I feel like there is something wrong with something
But I cannot put my finger on it,
It is just behind my eyes,
On the tip of my tongue.
I gotta get out.
My ears are ringing.
Aggh but there is nowhere to run.
Breathe and ride it out.
Its gonna be like this forever
Its gonna be like this forever
Its gonna be like this forever, NO!
Everything is always gonna go wrong, NO!.
Now I am get’n dizzy.
My head is swimming.
The traffic lights start to burn.
Why does everyone have there high beams on?
The music it not hitting me anymore, it seems to distance
I can’t quite tell how it is different, but it is.
I am losing it,
No just stay on track this happens all the time,
It is always the same you always survive, but what if it never stops,
How can I ever be happy, everything is wrong, NO.
My ears are starting to ring again.
Just breathe, okay okay okay, no its not that bad,
These are all just thoughts, all just little harmless boxes,
Breathe… … … ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
It’s not so bad now.
But, fuckers still have there high beams on.

Thursday, March 20

EYE #3



You are wrong, this is going to fuck up your mind everything is going to go wrong, you need a job is, you need a girlfriend then everything will be all right, you need your own place, oh you got a job? Well it is wrong! You can’t do anything else. My car is fucked up, I don’t have enough energy to do anything, I am such a waste of life because I cannot do anything. I can’t think straight anymore, I can’t do it, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I,…(always)

Meaningfull Coincidences #3/19/08

my employ # is 2318, after finding this out i traveled to the shared computer and unknowing sat at what i later noticed was computer # 1823

Wednesday, March 19

Observations #9

the small ridges left by a knife in cream cheese are capped in toast crumbs

EYE #2



Rising out the air with fortitudinous stamina dark knaggy vines invade my, as yet thought, precious mind. Color is sucked form my eyes and my skin takes on the rough texture of wet concrete. I can’t seem to get anything straight in my vision it is there but it is not, I can’t seem to really see things anymore. At one point I could see things and they seemed bright and fun, but now I am dead to that view point. Washing around in my head supposed goodness evaded all my grasping thoughts. Grabbing for it always makes them fly farther away from me.

Tuesday, March 18

EYE


I filter the good things out into the air the bad things end up eating the beauty in my life into disgust, the habitual human machinations eat there way thought the inner linings of my cloths wearing away the new fresh skin of my inner thigh. I can hold no love for the small things is life the things that are struggling to live, I cannot feel for the dying bird in the sidewalk, if anyone ever found out they would shoot me they would laugh they would kill the bird on me.


Kinder men and women will see the true meaning of the world of sight when I am finally able to ignite myself with the fire, they will see the truer fortune that has befallen them when I am able to release them from their swollen blue bodies the day will come when I am worshiped as the GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM GOD I AM.

Monday, March 17

past events #2

March 28th, 1999 at 5:20

  • Winston Stairs finishes the Around the Bay Road Race 5k in 36th place.

Saturday, March 15

presence


DSC08350, originally uploaded by janeskodavid.

Friday, March 14

past events #1

January 6th 1982 at 12:02 pm

  • I was born
  • Mr. Robert Gladding Jr. and Mr. John Hamilton, both representatives of London Life, were presenting a proposal for health benefits and life insurance coverage for East Zorra-Tavistock Township employees.

Wednesday, March 12

time cut-up #1

Note: Data was collected and cut-up after the posting time.

Chicago 11:45pm 9:45pm Phoenix 10:45pm MST Honolulu in Pittsburgh, Phoenix AKDT 12:45am day day D.C. -1 -1 Honolulu 6:45pm EDT Thursday Washington D.C. day -1 Anchorage 9:45pm Pittsburgh, Angeles day MST day Honolulu Time Phoenix Time 12:45am 9:45pm 10:45pm day Time 9:45pm 12:45am 6:45pm HST CDT 6:45pm Pittsburgh, Washington 10:45pm Pennsylvania Denver CDT CDT -1day 9:45pm Thursday Washington -1 Denver -1day day 9:45pm HST Washington CDT D.C. EDT -1 day 10:45pm 6:45pm Denver 11:45pm MST Angeles Pittsburgh, Denver -1 D.C. PDT Washington day -1 Anchorage day - MST PDT day Pennsylvania Pennsylvania day - 12:45am -1 Washington day -1 day 6:45pm Honolulu (EDT) day -1 (EDT) day 10:45pm Thursday CDT -1day 11:45pm day day day 9:45pm CDT Washington day Angeles - - Chicago day Chicago Time day Chicago 9:45pm AKDT Pennsylvania day 10:45pm -1 8:45pm day -1 day -1 Time Pennsylvania in -1day Washington 12:45am 8:45pm -1day HST Anchorage day day 12:45am day 11:45pm PDT 6:45pm - HST 9:45pm day in MDT Denver in 12:45am 9:45pm day Time 10:45pm MST (EDT) -1 Honolulu in CDT 11:45pm PDT 10:45pm Washington 9:45pm -1 Anchorage 6:45pm day AKDT 8:45pm day -1day - -1day Washington 12:45am MST Honolulu CDT 12:45am Phoenix EDT

Observations #8

on cloudy nights there is a diffuse glow of light around the moon

Monday, March 10

Observations #7 (smell detection)

when i am outside on cold nights i can some times detect the smell burning wood in the air, and i assume someone is burning wood because it is cold

Observations #6

the hot water in the bathroom sink is rarely hot when it is first turned on

Observations #5

there are finger nail markings in the wood above the toilet paper roll

Text Generator #3

Generator: python quasi-random number generator
Characters: English alphabet single letters and bigrams,
Bounding stats: equal probability for all letters and bigrams, 50% chance for a ' '.
Word Count: 362

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Wednesday, March 5

Cut-ups by python #1

first gen text cut-up program, written by Ben
files: a horse story
number of cuts: 50
max cut length: 5

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Cut-ups by python TEST

first gen text cut-up program, written by Ben
files: 1-26 and a-z
number of cuts: 50
max cut length: 10
(numerals bolded to highlite cut-up)

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Tuesday, March 4

my first political post, YA!!!

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Monday, March 3

Text Generator #2 Image

Text Generator #2

Generator: python quasi-random number generator
Characters: English alphabet, ' ', and '/n'
Bounding stats: English bigram frequencies
Word Count: 85

raw output

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Saturday, March 1

Text Generator #1

Generator: python quasi-random number generator
Characters: English alphabet, ' ', and '/n'
Bounding stats: English single letter frequencies
Word Count: 377

raw output

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Friday, February 29

Observations #4

The corners of a used spiral bound notebook tend to curve upward.

Self Portrait



1: "If you do exist let me know."

2: "I'm here for the party!"

Thursday, February 28

Tuesday, February 26

Observations #3 (Remnant Coolness)

Condensation forms on the inside of the car window where snow or ice is sticking to the outside of the window. If the outside snow falls, slides, or is wiped off the inside condensation is left until that area heats up. While driving in a snow storm, if the windshield wiper is timed correctly, between each wipe the windshield will be covered with a combination of condensation lacking snow on the opposite side, snow with no associated condensation, and snow with associated condensation.

Sam + Sam